Artist Diary

  • HOW TO TELL IF SOMEONE IS CRAZY WHEN THEY BELIEVE IN THINGS LIKE TWIN SOULS, OR THE PARANORMAL

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  • PRINCE WAS NOT VEGAN, HERE’S PROOF HE WAS ONLY VEGETARIAN

    This is a touchy topic that vegans are going to hate me for. I wondered if I should bring it up at all. But it is the truth, and I feel that I must say something, because it is something that will affect many if it is not openly discussed at all.

    I have noticed how Prince’s name has been used to promote “veganism”, and this is just  not right. Although he may have tried a vegan approach to eating, he was only vegetarian. He was partially vegetarian. I say partially because eating fish is not considered vegetarian. People who have worked for him report that he is vegetarian, and that he did not allow any meat on his Paisley Park premises. But these were people who only worked for a limited period of time, so who is to say that he did not change his eating over the years?

    People are probably going to dispute with me and use old information to argue. But here is proof. The last person who worked with him closely was Kirk Johnson. In his statement to police, he said “Yeah, he ate pretty healthy, he’s a vegetarian, the only thing he would eat sometimes fish, sometimes eggs.”

    But there is other proof from previous years that he only considered himself as a vegetarian. On The George Lopez Show in 2011, when Lopez asked him, ” You’re vegan.. or vegetarian…?” Prince answered vegetarian. And in 2015, on The Arsenio Hall Show, when an audience member asked what was a something that he does that people don’t expect from him, he said that he can cook, “But only one thing… omelettes”. I had also heard of another story from a graphic designer working with P on the album artwork for LotusFlow3r. They were working late one night and P ordered up some scrambled eggs and apple juice for them.

    When I looked through the files from the investigation of at Paisley Park, they showed his medication and supplement bottles. The medications and supplements that he was taking would suggest that he was concerned with chronic pain, fatigue, immune system efficiency, muscle weight issues, and brain function. These are typical issues that can result from a long term mostly plant based diet.

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    You may be asking, why do I feel so compelled to make it clear what his eating habits were? What does it matter? It matters because Prince’s name is being used to promote the diet, and there are many things wrong with the diet that is detrimental to human health. The press has been alleging that he was vegan, and animal rights organizations has been encouraging people to make a pledge to be vegan usingg his name. Many people look up to people like Prince to uphold their beliefs. Veganism has been promoted by using celebrity names to make it something that society should accept and adapt to as an example. There are very few stories in the mainstream media nowadays that isn’t attached to promoting a political agenda, conditioning you to take on an idea.

    What I am about to say is going to upset a lot of people, those who do not understand nutrition and do not want to acknowledge truth.  I would speculate that Prince’s diet may have been a significant contributing factor to his untimely death. Many ex -vegans report that they experienced chronic pain, fatigue, and brain fog after going on a strict vegan diet. They would spend years trying to “get better”, believing the lie that their pain was a result of the body going through a “detoxing” process. But this would be proven untrue, as those who come off the vegan diet go on to eat meats, eggs, and dairy; and report feeling significantly better with evident improvement to their health. Prince’s diet may have been one of the factors that lead to his chronic pain, leading him t need hip replacement surgery and needing pain medication to cope.

    From my personal experience, I was mainly vegetarian and tried veganism for roughly ten years. I was never very strict, but I still showed symptoms of poor nutrition. I was tired and cold all the time, hungry often, struggling with skin blemishes, peeling nails, and hair loss. And on top of all that I had tooth decay and bleeding gums. I had four deep cavities that had to be filled. I was so shocked by it, because I did not eat sweets and up until that point, I had no cavities at all after all my adult teeth came in. I would later discover from my research that all these health challenges were due to following a vegetarian diet. I was not getting enough of the essential fats and minerals. After the damage to my teeth, I have since changed to eating a diet that includes eggs, fish, chicken, and sometimes lamb.

    The vegan diet diet should actually be a huge public health concern as it is gaining in mainstream popularity, but it is not. Doctors are not dieticians, and they are only trained to prescribe drugs. There is so much politic correctness involved in the issue, that no doctor is going to tell you to stop it. Doctors are only equipped to treat symptoms, not find the root cause of illness. I once spoke to a Chinese medicine doctor, and she told me that the majority of her patients are on vegan and vegetarian diets, and that their diet was making them sick.

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    For me, having seen it from both sides, it has made me realize just how much of what we are told is a lie. We have been conditioned from the day we are born to believe in things that are not based on truth proven by evidence, but on lies to serve another person’s agenda. Why this should be a concern to society is this, people deciding to raise their children on a vegan diet are unknowingly doing damage to their child’s growth and development. Not only is their physical health at risk, but so is their mental health, as a vegan diet can cause one to become emotionally unstable and angry, while losing their ability for rational thought. The human brain is made up of fat, and it requires fat to maintain its well being. A vegan and vegetarian diet is often lacking in the cholesterol needed for the train to replenish itself. A society of emotionally unstable people that cannot be reasoned with, spells trouble for the future.

    “No vegan” by Prince in spirit. ©2018 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

    I know how disappointing it can feel when you realize that the truth is not quite as you thought, hoped, or imagined. Prince was a true idealist in the way that he lived, but sometimes ideals are not met with reality. Veganism has been promoted as the most healthy diet that can prevent illness. It has been promoted as something that humanity must do to stop the “destruction of this planet:. It feels disappoint to learn that we must eat animals to survive as human beings. But that is reality. And if this is the reality, why is the opposite promoted as truth? One can speculate that it is a bid to curtail the human population.  This plan has been outlined in Agenda 21.

    So my friends, if you are still reading this and you haven’t sent me hate mail by now, here are some final thought. Think for yourself. Do not follow movements. Educate yourself from all angles. And don’t let others influence you without having done your own research. Role models can fail, we are all human. The truth is very hard to find in this day in age. And when we find error in our ways, we should be humble enough to self-correct.

    Image above: “Fish stall at Borough Market, London” by Andrea Mai.

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  • PARTY ON THE OTHER SIDE – CUTE AND FUNNY EVP August 6, 2018

    After the first time I ever recorded EVP in a public space, I realized that places with many people were very conducive for recording clear and loud EVPs. There was not as much worry about mistaking what was EVP and what was not, because the things that were being said were just not in the realm of possibility of being said outlaid by the people near by. Sometimes the subject matter of the conversations between spirits were just way too bizarre to even be taking place where it was recorded. In addition, I have discovered that EVP has a distinct, unmistakable quality that a human voice on recording cannot replicate naturally.

    I have also found that EVP voices can sound rather cartoon like; they talk quite fast, they rarely sound like that actual person in life, yet there is still a definitive quality that is unique to the individual spirit. They tend to sound high-pitched if they are a good spirit, though not in all cases. Sometimes they sound funny, as though it were manipulated with sound editing software. It can sound like there were sound effects. I’ve concluded that their expression can be so much more complex than outs, the sound effects are like audio equivalent of emojis. Kind of like the genie in Aladdin who can create a situation out of thin air.

    Over the weekend, I went to a multicultural fair. I was recording and I found some rather cute and funny clips. As this was a family-oriented fair, I think there may have been many child spirits.

    These recordings took place outdoors, and there were tents for all the booths. You may hear a noise in the background that is coming from the power generators. Though many of these clips are very clear, you may need to use headphones to hear it properly. The clips are repeated on loop.

    In this clip, a voice says “Achoo”, as though it were sneezing.

    Here, a voice says “He… hehe”.

    Here, a voice says “Ya, ya… mmmm”.

    In this clip, a voice says, :Hey, hey, hey”.

    In this one, someone says “Someone here”, and then a dog barks. There were no dogs at the venue.

    At the fair, there was a dining area that we settled into as we had lunch. I caught Prince interacting with the other nearby spirits. It became apparent to me as I listened to the recording, that Prince was giving away candy!

    Here, a kid voice says, “Prince gave us candy”.

    In this clip, a voice says, “What’s that… candy”.

    A kid voice here says, “Candy”.

    Some asked Prince, “What was the flavour of the candy?”.

    And then Prince replied, “Peach”.

    P was offering the candy, and someone here says, “Oh, I want, I want”.

    This voice says “Thank you, Prince”.

    “Peach candy” by Prince in spirit. ©2018 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

    I found this whole candy scenario quite interesting. One might wonder, where is P getting this candy that he was giving away? I am assuming that he made the candy with his imagination, as it seems to be the case that spirits create things with their mind.  I thought it was particularly interesting that the flavour of the candy was peach, as I have a very vivid memory of a peach candy I received from a pen pal in grade 6. My best friend had moved away to Poland, and she sent me this most wonderful peach flavoured hard candy that tasted so good, that I have never found anything like it since. P fans will also noyice that Peach was a title of one of his songs.

    Here are some other interesting interactions I found on the recording.

    Here is someone saying “Hello Prince’. The “Hello” part sounds funny.

    Someone said to Prince, “Is that your twin?”

    Some one comments, “He’s not tall”.

    A kid voice here says, “Hey you, you two… wrong planet”.

    A voice commented, “Great party”.

    As I had studied to be a fashion designer, my father used to say things like, “They will need fashion designers in heaven”. At the time, I found this comment to be totally absurd, because wouldn’t everyone be able to just create anything they wanted? Do they even need clothes if they are spirits? But maybe it’s not such an absurd idea after all, as the creations of the mind would be limited to the imagination of the individual creator, surely some would be better than others at imagination certain things. I think the idea that one could create things in the spirit world and give them away to others a fascinating concept. The item would be unique to its creator and hold value in its uniqueness. How joyful is that?

    These recordings were recorded using  my EVP Wrist Recorder 3 on August 6, 2018.

    Image above: “Prach” by Prince in spirit.

    ©2018 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • WHAT WAS IN PRINCE’S DVD COLLECTION AT PAISLEY PARK – PART 2

    (Go here for Part 1)

    Last night I watched Funny Girl for the first time, and there was a scene in there where I got this intense visceral feeling that this scene was were P got the inspiration from when he wrote Dance 4 Me.  “I like it when I hear a knock on my door. You are standing there in your Christian Dior. Dark sunglasses in the pale moonlight. I like it when the scene is right. You can take your wrap and lay it on the chair. If anybody finds it I don’t care.” I’ve always imagined the Christian Dior as a blue blue dress. In the Funny Girl, there’s a scene where Fanny shows up at Nick’s room wearing a huge wrap covering her whole body. He offers to take it for her, and in dramatic fashion, she lets go of the wrap and drops it to the floor. He picks it up and places it on a nearby chair.

    So I was reminded to post the second part of this list of DVDs Prince had.

    I was able to find another photo from Paisley Park that showed more of Prince’s DVD collection. I couldn’t read all the titles from it, but I was able to make out some. There was also a photo of an Amazon packing list that showed some DVDs that were ordered.  Some of these titles do not have links because either they are not available, or I do not know which one it is, this were the case for the music related titles.

    Three Amigos

    The Way We Were

    Coming To America

    Funny Girl

    Swept Away

    The Nutty Professor

    Art of Rap

    Duke Ellington

    Curtis Mayfield

    Montreux Jazz Festival 1993 Al Green

    Montreux Jazz Festival 1986 (?) Anita Baker and George Duke

    The Painted Veil

    The Dick Caveat Show, Rock Icons

    Rhythm, Love and Soul

    W.C. Fields Comedy Collective Volume 1

    It’s a Wonderful Life

    Dangerous Liaisons

    Average White Band

    Bend It Like Beckham

    La Dolce Vita

    Maceo Parker

    Hot Hot Heat (?)

    2046

    If you are knowing of Prince’s lyrics, you will notice on the list, It’s a Wonderful Life. Prince made reference to that movie in All The Midnights In The World on the Planet Earth album, “Like Zuzu’s petals, a wonderful life the two of us shall lead”. He was referring to the flower petals that were in George’s pocket when he realized that he existed after the angel had shown him how things would have turned out if he was never born.

    I wish there were more of these records from Paisley Park that would tell us more of what books and movies P was into. Any person who is seriously studying his work should be looking at the sort of materials he was looking at. That is where you are going to see what he was inspired by when he wrote his music. You can see that he was inspired by old movies and musicians from previous generations.

    I know that he loved The Matrix movies. These are just the tiles I could read from the photos. There were a lot more DVD cases scattered around Paisley Park, but they were not legible in the photos. If you know of more film or book titles, I’d love to know.

    I wish I could do a list of CDs, but they are too hard to read from the photos. I was able to identify one of them, which was A Decade Of Steely Dan. I get the sense that the kind of humour found in Steely Dan lyrics rubbed of on Prince.

    Be sure to check out Part 1 if you missed it.

    Updated December 2, 2019.

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  • SPIRITS IN CHURCH REACT TO PRINCE – EVP IN SWEDEN

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  • HIDDEN EVP FROM PRINCE FOUND ON THE STARLA READING – PROOF OF TWIN SOULS

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  • WEDDING GUESTS REACT TO PRINCE – EVP FROM 2016

    I’ve come to understand that EVP (electronic voice phenomenon) is something that is naturally occurring all the time when we are recording audio. But it is because most of us are not trained to know what it sounds like, nor do people have the interest in it to learn about it, it would seem to be thought of as rare or unusual. But it is in fact, it is happening all the time. Spirits are all around, anytime anywhere. Their presence can be recorded any time. But it is our unawareness of them, that we do not know or notice it.

    I used to think that you needed to do something special to record EVP, such as to announce to them that you are recording and that you want to talk to them, or maybe that you need a special recording device. Although certain recorders are better than others for this purpose, they are being recorded all the time. I’ve had times where I have made regular recordings, either for video or to record a chat, where on the playback, I’ve noticed that what I said or what the other person said sounded different, distorted, or sounds that were never there in the first place. I found this to be very strange. And now I know that the likely cause of the distortion is due to spirits interrupting, whether done intentionally or not. I also thought that the spirits had to make a special effort to be recorded, but I found this not to be the case, as I have recorded in public places where the spirits do not know I am recording. I have also caught on recordings, spirits that were aware of my recording them, telling each other to be quiet because they didn’t want to be recorded.

    I started recording EVP in February 2017, and on my first try ever, I got something. I was stunned, shocked, finally! Some proof of Prince’s presence. As I had been feeling him all along since his death, I finally had something tangible from him. I continued to make further recordings, but did not think I was succeeding, as I did not understand the nature of EVP. Looking back at old recordings, I realize that I caught something, but did not know it before, due to my lack of skill. I recommend to anyone that is trying to record EVP, to hold onto your recordings, even if you don’t think you got something, because it could just be that your listening skills are not yet developed.

    I went back to some video footage that I had fromAugust 21, 2016, four months after Ps passing. I was at a wedding, in a room crowded of people that I hardly knew and (apparently) guests in spirit! To my surprise, I found a recording where a voice called out to Prince, and it was very clear. No one from the wedding party knew about me and Prince (except for my best friend, the bride). But so it would seem, that the wedding guests in spirit found out about him.

    Here are two EVP clips. These ones are so clear and loud, but noisy because it was recorded in a crowded room. You still may want to use headphones to hear this properly. The clips are repeated on loop.

    In this clip, the voice of a teen boy shouts, “Prince”.

    And here, I guess that some guests in spirit talked amongst themselves about getting to talk to Prince,“You speak to Prince”.

    I really love this because it shows that people in spirit recognized Prince with me, not long after his death, proof that he has been with me since. I reviewed other footage from the video, but the quality of it was not as good. I heard other people saying “Prince” during the wedding ceremony. I think that maybe they were a little confused as to why he would be there. Now that I am looking back at old footage, I wish I had more recordings from that time. What strange and funny things could I have found?

    Image above: “Flower field” by Prince in spirit.

    ©2018 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • PRINCE SINGS WITH ME! – EVP May 18, 20018

    It is one of those hot summer nights where sleep is hardly possible. I have much to do, and I have a bit too much energy to get myself to fall asleep. Besides, I have always been somewhat of an insomniac. So instead of laying in bed not sleeping, I decided to get this post out.

    While I was in Sweden, I recorded some EVP while playing on my friend’s electric guitar. I did one session where the guitar was not plugged into the amp. When I was reviewing the recording, I was a little surprised to find P singing along to whatever I was playing. Mind you, I am only just making it up as I go. Here is what I caught.

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    You may need to use headphones to hear this properly. The clips are repeated on loop.

    “You are free”

    “Remember”

    “You can call me”


    While I have experimented with my acoustic guitar and piano, I found that somehow, the electric guitar without an amp is allowing P to sing more clearly, normally the acoustics can be too overpowering and I can hardly hear him.. It reminds me of those talking guitar pedals, but this is much cooler because it is P doing it. It’s just me strumming. That’s all, no special effects. I am looking into getting an electric guitar. Hopefully soon, so that I can continue this exploration. I am convinced that I can record a full song of P singing from beyond in the near future. How exciting would that be! And what a step for humanity to know that there is something  beyond this so-called reality!

    These recordings were recorded using  my EVP Wrist Recorder 3 on May 18, 2018.

    Image above: “Chanhassen” by Prince in spirit.

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  • SMELLS FROM THE BEYOND – GHOSTS, SCENT, AND MEDIUMSHIP -EVP

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  • MAKING MUSIC WITH PRINCE – MUSIC FROM THE OTHER SIDE – EVP May 19, 2018

    When I was away in Sweden, I got to play with my friend’s electric guitar. I’ve always waned one, but I could never bring myself to spend that kind of money not being sure if I would play. I’ve always really wanted to try it to see how it would feel. So when I had the opportunity, I recorded EVP while I was playing. 

    During the session, I ended up taking self portraits with the guitar. I strummed it while posing for the camera. I’ve never recorded EVP while doing any of my portraits, so this was interesting. 

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    Reviewing the EVP, I found that we was not alone in the house. I was staying at my friend’s cottage, but she lives at a separate cottage, and her brother was not home at the time. Only their cats were hanging around. I found that Prince was talking to several spirit people who were showing up. It appeared that P was assembling a band for a jam session. I heard other instruments on the EVP that were not present at the time of recording. It was just me with Andrea electric guitar plugged into the amp. I also heard the sound of the guitar I was playing, but it was different from what I had actually played. I am very aware of what I can and can not do yet on the guitar, so I know that I certainly did not play these notes that were showing up on the recording.

    On some of these recordings, you are going to hearing beeping, that is coming from the timer on my camera when I was taking self portraits. You may need to use headphones to hear this properly. The clips are repeated on loop. 

    It is actually quite interesting, because in some of these clips, it sounds like a talking guitar, (a really good one). I have seen a pic of Prince’s belongings at Paisley Park; a Rocktron “Banshee talk box” petal for his guitar, that is supposed to create this sort of talking guitar effect. 

    While I summed the guitar, and P said “Hello”. 

    Here is P saying, “I love you” while I was strumming the guitar.

    Some other spirits were there, I don’t know who. Here someone says, “You know how to..” 

    Then as I strummed, he said, “Play the guitar”. 

    He said, “Play da drum”, and you can hear what sounds like drums. 

    Here, the sound of drums in the EVP clip. 

    I was strumming the guitar. I don’t actually know any songs, because when I play, I just make it up. But I know my skill level. I did not do this. Here you will hear me strum, but what you hear is different from what I played. 

    Again, here is another clip of guitar strumming. Whoever was there with us, altered the sound. 

    It’s a bit faint, but I heard someone say “Keyboard”, and then what sounds like piano. 

     Throughout the EVP, I heard several times, P saying to whoever was there, “Play with me”. Someone showed up and asked, “Can I play?” Then P answered, “I give you the drum“. And you can hear the sound of the drum sticks. 

    Here P says “Play with us”. I presume that he was saying this as others were showing up. 

    Here P says, “What your name?” I heard a response. Someone said, “Hi. I am Joseph”. 

    Here P is saying, “Yes, I am”. I don’t know what he was responding to, as the recording was unclear. But he is often asked if he is Prince, so this is a possibility. 

    Here is P saying “Taking pictures”, while I am posing for the self portraits. 

    Someone said “Good portrait”. 

    Someone said, “Oh ya… Beautiful”. 

    Having heard so many EVPs, it leads me to believe that the movie What Dreams May Come had it right to some extent. On the other side, they can create what they desire to experience. They do not seem to be limited by what space they are “occupying” in this reality. What I am capturing is really a pinhole of a glimpse into what is going on in their reality, but it is certainly fascinating! 

    These recordings were recorded using my EVP Wrist Recorder 3 on May 19, 2018. 

    Image above: “Self portrait with guitars” by Andrea Mai. 

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