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After Prince’s passing, I could not help but find out who this mysterious man was. I had never paid much attention to him before. I only have sparse memories of hearing his music and brief mentions of seeing him in the media. I watched all the interviews of Prince that I could find on YouTube. And I became more and more fascinated by his way of thinking and what he had to say. I wasn’t paying attention to any of his music at this point. Eventually I came across a video of his performance on Ellen. He played Crimson and Clover. It was the first time I ever heard it. I was bewildered by him. He captured me. I was in love. Not a crush, but deeply in love beyond words. It felt visceral. And not to mention the outfit he wore. The glasses were a huge turn-on. I used to wear dark frame glasses similar to those. And then I realized I was in trouble. I thought, “I am in love with someone who just died.This is crazy. I cannot go on like this”. So I tried to contain my feelings. But he kept drawing me in and I seriously thought I was losing it. That is when I went to consult a psychic medium to find out what was going on with me. And the rest of the story you can read in my post titled, How I Met Prince In Spirit.
Last night I was in the car with my mother going to the grocery store and I fell into REM state on the way there. I saw a vision of myself dressed in a red silk satin evening gown. When I awoke, Prince said to me, “I like you in red”. I find this funny, as red in nor my go-to colour of choice. In the past, Prince had shown me in several visions of myself wearing red, and he’d be pointing me to this Crimson and Clover song. So when I got home, I went to check out the music video for it.
I had briefly come across this video in my research but I didn’t really pay attention to it. I’ve recently come to realize that Prince’s music videos are genuinely extension of his songs, a visual representation of its meaning. The videos are additional clues to decoding his music. You see in this video a female silhouette figure depicted in red and Prince’s image would be overlaid in the figure, as though they were bleeding into each other. I’ve always had the feeling from this song that he was not singing about someone he met in real life, but rather someone in the etheric realm; and this video would confirm it to me why I felt such a connection when I first saw the video of him playing this song on Ellen. The visual clues show that this is a cosmic love affair between twin souls, two beings that are of one soul pouring into each other.
Image above: “Self-portait with Prince” by Andrea Mai.
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I’ve had vivid dreams where I can smell in the dream. When Prince first came to me in spirit, he appeared in a dream where I saw just his lips and he kissed me. This was very early days, so I felt a bit confused at the time. Later in the same dream, I received a box of perfume and it has his symbol on it. I smelled the perfume and it smelled like one of the perfumes I designed in the past. A warm tuberose, clove and patchouli combination. Quite strange why I would be smelling my own perfume in this dream! I later found out that he had his own licensed brand of perfume called 3121, named after his album of the same name. I’ve never seen his perfume in a store, but it’d be interested to see what it smells like.
Recently, I’ve noticed smelling sudden whiffs of lavender. It would appear out of nowhere and be gone very quickly. Like just a second, enough for me to recognize it, and then it’s gone. And then I’d try to smell it some more. I’d sniff the area around me looking for where the smell was coming from, but nothing. It happened to me again today, it was in a brief moment when I felt a bit lonely because my friend was busy and couldn’t chat. Suddenly the hit of lavender. It was from Prince saying, “Well, I’m here!” Then he had me look up a song of his that mentioned lavender oil in the lyrics. I listened to the song and I felt his energy seducing me.
I’ve heard stories about spirits using scent to reach out to us from the other side. I find this fascinating. The term for this ability to smell scents that are not really there is called clairolfactory. It boggles my mind how it is they can do this. It makes me think of the studies done on essential oils and their energy frequencies. Oils like rose and lavender are of high vibration. I suppose in this sense, you can also use scentt to attract or repel spirits as well, after all scent is a form of energy to.
Update: In curiosity and amazement, I asked Prince how they do this, manifest as scents from the other side. He said that scent is energy, a vibration. He re-creates the same vibration of the scent in his consciousness as his manifests himself to me. The scent is not really there in reality, its just existing in consciousness. It is the same as when you sense smell in your dreams. Everything on the other side is about using imagination.
I can only imagine what it must be like to meet a spirit who was a perfumer during incarnation.
Update:
I have a recent story about ghostly smells here. Thorough EVP, I now have proof the spirit world interacting with our level of existence through smell.
mage above: “Catching Butterflies” by Andrea Mai.
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In all honesty, I am looking forward to the day of my return home. I know my work here on Earth is to be a light onto others. But I want to go home, and this is why I do not hide what I am about. The more open we can be about spirituality, the greater of service to humanity I can be. My personal actions are what will contribute to the outcomes of full disclosure for humanity.
Nothing compares to true love from the other side. It is boundless and immense. After you experience it, you can never go back to being normal. I often catch myself saying to Prince, “I want to go home. I want to be where you are”. He would respond, “It’s not time yet. We need you here”. This is apparently what I signed up for.
Prince’s soul contract was up when he passed away. He knew it was coming. He just didn’t know when exactly and it came as a surprise to him that it was sooner than he thought. He is home now, he is in the bigness that he always was. No more of the limitations he always felt as a human. I know many of you out there are missing him. But believe me, he’s still around, just not in the same form you knew him as. He is much more powerful in spirit form. He did his work here on Earth and it was time for him to move on the next part of the mission. That, we are doing together.
Prince wrote about wanting to go home in his Art Official Age album in a track called Way Back Home. The first time I heard it I cried, because I knew exactly how he felt, as I have often felt it myself. Here is the track and my interpretation of the lyrics with guidance from Prince in spirit.
Any person or object whatsoever
That requires your attention
Is something that has veered
from its path and preordained destiny
of total enlightenment
This past is spoken by a female voice who speaks in the beginning of several tracks on the album. This album was about his mission on Earth, and then going home and being assisted by guides to process his human experiences. This part of talking about how the things outside yourself are what lead you off the path to your true destiny and mission, thus taking you away from becoming enlightened.
I never wanted a typical life
Scripted role, .trophy wife
All I ever wanted, to b left alone
See my beds made up at night
Cuz in my dreams I roam
Just trying to find, trying to find
My way back, back home
Here he is expressing his truth about his personal life. He never truly desired the things that most people want. He was looking for something greater, that was beyond himself. This explains his strong interest in spirituality. He eludes to astral projection in the lines about “in my dreams I roam”.
So many reasons why
There’s so many reasons why
I don’t belong here
But now that I am I
Without fear I am
Gonna conquer with no fear
Until I find my way back home
Until I find my way back home
Find my way back home
He expresses his inner knowing that he doesn’t belong here on Earth, that his soul comes from another place in the cosmos. But since he is here anyways, he’s going to try his best at what he does and do it fearlessly.
Most people in this world are born dead
But I was born alive
I was born with this dream
With a dream outside my head
That I could find my way back home
My my way way back home
Is this the way?
When he says “Most of the people in tis world were born dead, But I was born alive”, he means he was born with more of his soul energy (and spiritual aliveness; connection to God). I have explained in a previous post that he came here with more of his soul energy. When one incarnates, a portion of their soul being is left behind, this is known as one’s “higher self”. Most come with one-thrid of their soul being, whereas he came with a lot more than normal. This results in greater spiritual abilities.
Power to the ones, power to the ones
Who could raise a child like me
The path was set
But if u look, the truth will set us free
I’ve heard about those happy endings
But it’s still a mystery
Lemme tell u about me
I’m happiest when I can see
My way back home
Can u see my way back home
He is expressing gratitude for those that were around him, that helped him grow on his spiritual path. The “path” is his destiny, it was set out from the start, “a master plan”. The truth of knowing it was all in the divine plan sets one free from the pain and suffering of one’s experiences. But even though he’s come this far, life is still a mystery to him, he is still seeking answers, still looking for the”happy endings”, the grand conclusion. He is most happy when he is making progress on his spiritual path.
There is still so much speculation about his death, I want to address it here (see my post on finding closure about his death). He has told me that it was not murder, nor suicide. It was a process he took on that shortened his life (listen to the reading here). His soul contract was complete. He had worked al his life tirelessly because he knew he didn’t have that much time. People like to point out the signs, such as the elevator, or the pink moon that night and connect it to the likes of ritual sacrifice. (Update: see my post about the Paisley Park investigation) To this we say, no. They were universal signs signifying it was time to go. The universe shows synchronicity when it is meant to be. So don’t get all riled up by what you’re reading on the Internet.
This post was updated on August 30, 2018.
Image above: “Cosmic Journey” by Prince in spirit.
©2016. Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.
Any time there is a question I have that I can not really get the answers to, I ask for a sign to confirm what I have gathered from a situation. The proper way to ask for a sign is to ask for a specific one and assign a meaning to it. So many people ask for signs, but they don’t ask for anything specific. So they interpret everything as possibly being a sign. And that is just delusional thinking. Seriously.
This time I was in Europe. I asked to see angel wings. There was something I was told that seemed too out there to believe. S I asked for this sign. For days went by and I didn’t get anything. But Prince kept reassuring me that he was working on it.
I was at the airport, about to fly back home from France. I got to the airport early so that I could get into doing some duty-free shopping. And for some strange reason, I kept wandering into the perfume department. I do not buy perfume. Ever. And if I did, it would not be at the airport. But something kept drawing me in. Well, there was a reason for it, and here’s what it was.
An entire shelf of perfume boxes decorated with angel wings! The perfume was by Paco Rabanne. And you know what is even funnier?Prince has a song where he mentions Paco Rabanne. It’s called Movie Star, from the Crystal Ball album. An unmistakable sign from Prince himself. He always does this, finds the most crazy ways to deliver a sign. It’s a really funny song. Prince is a very strong radio actor. He should have done cartoon voices. LOL.
Image above: “Your gonna C me” by Prince in spirit.
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Sometimes people think that an artist is taking full creative license in their work when they do not understand what it means. So they assume it doesn’t mean anything and offer the explanation that the artist is being “creative”, that is why it doesn’t make any sense. A lot of people assume Prince’s songs are this way because they don’t understand his work. They might also be lacking the background knowledge to pick up on such clever nuances. Or their world view is too narrow to recognize what it is. He was Shakespearean in nature, it takes some real observation to understand what he is truly expressing. And often he is really telling more truth than fiction in his songs.
Last night I realized as I was listening to And God Created Woman from the Love Symbol album is a pure expression of the twin flame concept. Upon initial impressions of the song, one might assume that Prince is writing from the point of Adam, as in the Adam and Eve story. But if you observe carefully, he is not, as the story gets away from the original Adam and Eve plot line. Prince is actually speaking as himself, though it may be from subconscious memory or channeling his higher self.
Before I get started on the interpretation for you, I have to define what the twin flame concept, in case you are a new reader. Because there is a lot of disinformation on the Internet about what twin flames are, I want to clarify this. Twin flames is the popular term, but the preferred term is twin soul because it clearly describes what it is. But because everyone is calling it twin flames, I use it to remain relevant. Twin flames and twin souls are the same thing, though people try to describe them otherwise. Twin souls are two halves of one soul. They were created as a pair from one soul; divided in two, one embodying male, the other embodying female. Some might say that Adam and Eve are the original twin souls.
Unfortunately, there is no video on YouTube for this song. Probably because it was on the Warner Brothers label. Here is a link for an mp3 site if you want to hear the song. It is track number 15. Here are the lyrics with interpretation from me with guidance from Prince in spirit
In these lines one would assume it is describing the Adam and Eve story as described in the Bible. What is interesting to note here is that in the vision Prince showed me about our twin soul connection; at the point of our creation in the cosmos,our bodies were naked and intertwined as we emerged from a massive body of light. Adam and Eve were said to have light bodies until the first sin.
There’s a time 2 take and a time 2 share
2 in love, all around and all aware
Flesh of my flesh (flesh of my flesh)
And God created woman
This is describing a deep unbreakable bond between twin flames. There is an all around energy field shared between the two. Time to take and time to share is describing the energetic exchange between twin pairs. Prince begins to use a cleaver lyrical device here, in the first set of lyrics above, he says “born of my bone”, and in this set of lyrics, he says “flesh of my flesh”. This describes the physical similarities of twin flames. They have a similar appearance about them. Their soul DNA is reflected in their human bodies.
Temptation sweet and so much (sweet and so much)
Surely die if neither one of us shall ye touch (shall ye touch)
Then again we could die from the rush (rush)
Heart of my heart (heart of my heart)
And God created woman (woman)
“Temptation sweet and so much” and the following lines express is the strong desire to be together in the physical, to touch and be in the same space or dimension. “Then again we could die from the rush”, but alas, they cannot touch or be together because the energy would be too intense. The overload of energy could cause short circuiting in the delicate human bodies. Note the line “heart of my heart:”, this means they share the same emotions, they feel each other empathetically through their bond. The concluding lyrics will reveal the true full nature of the relationship he describes
Woman
My-my-my-my-my-my woman
Not just any woman, his woman, created from him, from the beginning. His other half that is him in another body, his female counterpart. It is only they that can belong to each other
In my darkest hour I find
Many serpents who have lied (lied)
Given half the chance still I’d run 2 your side (run 2 your side)
Love of my love (love of my love)
And God created woman (woman)
On the Earth plane, he finds himself in darkness and despair; with energies who are symbolically represented by the serpents who lie and betray him. He would run to her if he could, but he cannot because they have been separated. “Love of m love”, this love is the other half of him that originated from him. Their energetic vibration is the same because they are each other||
And if I never see u again
It’s alright 4 I am guilty of no sin
They can have u, I’ll have your love in the end
Soul of my soul (soul of my soul)
And God created woman
“And if I never see u again” meaning if he does not find her on Earth, he is ok with it. Because he know he will be with her in Heaven, and he is reassured that their love is forever, unbreakable and in the end, he has her forever. “Soul of my soul”, this is the line that reveals everything; that they are of one soul. They are not merely soul mates, they are the same, of one soul.
Image above: “The One” by Prince in spirit.
©2016. Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.
My dream as a little girl was to be a fashion designer. I remember playing with a toy sewing machine and wishing that it could actually sew. As a teenager, I went not o make m own clothes. And then to fashion school in university. Eventually that dream faded out. Not because I don’t enjoy it. But because I realized what the industry really is about and that these things I will not stand for.
Prince loved fashion, it was another one of his outlets for expressing individuality, as it was the same case for me. I love fashion as a form of expression. We are both relatively quiet and reserved people, we like our fashion to speak louder than our words. Even after so long, I’ve continued to make the majority of my own clothes. Prince had an in-house fashion studio at Paisley Park to whip up his fashion ideas. He enjoyed fashion so much that he used a fashion show as a backdrop for his Chelsea Rodgers music videos. The song is a veiled criticism of the conformity that takes place in the world of fashion and society.
I’ve said in other posts about the entertainment and art industry being ruled by dark forces. Fashion is not an exception. It has only been keeping itself under wraps for a very long time. But as time goes by, they have become more explicit in showing their dark affiliations. One of the earliest examples I can think of is Alexander McQueen. Extremely talented, but entrapped in a disturbing sick environment. Fashion is another one of the mediums that the elite have used to promote their own political agendas. Just like Hollywood is for mind control, Fashion is used to further enforce an agenda using trendy peer pressure and role modelling influence. Did you notice the fashion community rallying around voting against Brexit and encouraging support for Hilary? The fashion community is the least politically un-informed people of all and yet they are supposed to role model to you on what your idea on politics should be?
Recently, a casting director at the Business of Fashion Voices conference named James Scully spoke out about the industry bias that disempowers women intentionally; choosing models with boyish figures, and even choosing men to portray women. And at the same time at this conference, a panel spoke abut inclusiveness and gender fluidity being the hot topic du jour. Do you notice the extreme left-wing agenda for gender confusion being promoted here?
Don’t get me wrong about the subject of gender roles and sexual freedom. The trans-agenda is about deliberately confusing the gender roles. From a spiritual point of view, it is denying the diving masculine and feminine principles of nature. There is confusion about the sexuality of artists like Prince and Michael Jackson because of their androgyny. In these cases; they were channeling their twin flame energy. They are not promoting transgenderism like how some media outlets like to project onto them. Although the industry might have perverted it for their own purposes, Prince and MJ are ultra-masculine; they understand women very well because of their strong empathy. The gender fluidity agenda is about confusing the hell out of everyone about their sexuality as a perverse societal attack on traditional relationships.There are videos exposing the fashion world on Youtube (use search terms illuminati fashion), but I’m not going to post it here because it is just too dark. I do not want to transfer their energy to this blog.
The fashion world has always been quite subtle and covert about their ties to darkness. Unlike the music and movie world, their allegiance has been open and blatant. More blatant than ever. You can’t miss it. nowadays You can only deny the damming evidence of its existence if you intentionally choose to be blind to it. It was never easy to pin down the facts in fashion about dark elitism. It was always just speculation. But mainstream fashion and entertainment media is losing its influence, and they are now reaching out to independent media personalities to join forces with them. Watch this video to see what I mean.
Do you see the connection regarding the power of casting directors? The person in question is a real person. Is it a hoax? While it could be easily written off as some kind of practical joke or sick scam, the same story has been reported among several YouTubers. The levels to which the person in question went through to make contact seems to indicate a serious attempt and not a scam.
I personally still enjoy fashion, but I no longer value it the way I used to as a lifestyle to aspire to. I find it empty and soul-sucking as an industry. While I would still love to be involved in fashion projects, it’s not likely to happen unless I can find like-minded individuals to work with. I wrote this out to show you what really happens in the industry. If you are struggling in the arts and entertainment industry, consider the fact that your lack of success could be systematic, and not because you lack merit.. It’s not that you should ever give up our dreams, but you should really question how badly you want something and whether it is worth the struggle to you personally. I just can’t justify the spiritual cost of being involved in such an industry.
Image above: “Special” by Prince in spirit.
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