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THE DARKNESS BEFORE THE LIGHT – NEW WORKS BY ANDREA MAI
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CHASING BUTTERFLIES WITH PRINCE
Last week, we went to a butterfly conservatory. As we waited in line for tickets, I felt Prince grab onto my hand and smile delightfully. He had the look of childlike glee in his eyes. Beaming with excitement. It was so cute. His sweetness was emanating. He was wearing a suit in a shade of purple that was like a neon light, paired with a matching hat, in typical Prince style. I wanted to photograph the butterflies as much as I could. But it is a challenge. The place was busy with families enjoying the last days of summer vacation. This energy excited the butterflies, and they fluttered quickly around the place. I consider myself lucky that I got these two photos at all!
I have a friend who is brilliant at getting butterflies to land on her hand. I would notice the children there holding out a butterfly in their hands. I wished very much that a butterfly would land on my hand. But my attempts did not work. Finally, as I photographed a child that had one on her hand, she asked, “do you want it?” And she passed it onto me. I was surprised and delighted.
Butterflies have been a symbol that we used in the begining to communicate with each other when I asked for signs from him to confirm things. It reminds me of a line from his song, LoveSexy, “I know that heaven’s a butterfly kiss away”.
©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved. Later in the day, I saw a purple car parked in a mall parking lot, and I smiled, because I knew it ws a sign from him. I had asked to see a purple car earlier that day.
Image above: “Butterfly” by Andrea Mai.
©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.
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PRINCE, AT MY PIANO
A little while ago, I was sitting at my piano. I had just opened the cover, and I was sitting there, looking at the keys. When suddenly, I heard a sound that seemed like it was coming from the inside of my piano. It sounded like someone was sliding his finger across the surface of the piano. I was simply stunned, amazed. Prince, making his presence known, showing his love and support.
©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved. I was born with piano fingers. Long and lean. People would always comment on my piano hands. I’ve always preferred to keep my nails short like a piano player’s. No reason why. My dad had bought a piano for me when I was one years old, an upright Yamaha in glossy, dark wood, delivered straight from Hong Kong. He was hoping that I’d learn to play. I never quite picked it up, even though I had lessons. I just didn’t like the silly little songs that I was given to learn. I discovered in my research that Prince’s first instrument was piano. He fired his piano teacher, because she wouldn’t let him play what he wanted. He wanted to play the Batman theme song. He became self-taught after that.
I think if I am to ever learn piano, I’d have to be self-taught. Much of what I know about anything is self-taught. I like to improvise. I think that is our thing, as twin souls, one of our parallels. We like to explore on our own, and not be told how to do something. I recently started to learn to play a bit of piano. I like to make up my own tunes. Sometimes I can feel Prince’s energy coming through my fingers.
Piano hands: Andrea Mai versus Prince Nothing makes me happier than when he shows up to work with me. Because the nature of our relationship is intangible in this reality, it is in working on creative projects that I can really feel connected with him. Sometimes I get these ideas, and then I will realize that they were also his ideas.
Please note that on some weeks, I don’t post anything here. It just means I’m busy in my personal life or I’m taking time away. Other times, I just want to keep things to myself.
Image above: “Playing piano” by Prince in spirit.
©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.
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WHAT I LEARNED ABOUT THE SPIRITS OF PASSED LOVED ONES
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PRINCE TALKED ABOUT CHEMTRAILS – PHOTOS OF THE CHEMTRAIL CLOUDS
A couple years ago, I starting noticing the strange cloud formations that were covering our skies. First the lines in the sky, then these strange formations that looked like cotton balls. If you observe carefully, you will notice a sort of line pattern in the photos below. These clouds are created using a secret technology called HAARP, where they use scaler waves to activate these chemtrail clouds. This is a form of geo-engineering, as these clouds will result in unnatural weather conditions.
This summer, I have noticed more frequent chemtrail spraying in the skies here in Toronto. As soon as there are clear blue skies, it is not long before the lines start forming in the sky and by early evening, we will have full cloud coverage. The next day, it will rain. When you start paying attention to such things, the weather becomes somewhat predictable just by looking at the clouds.
Last year I was photographing the chemtrails at sunset in Lavaux, and I noticed that the lines would appear to be moving and growing. I was confused and not quite sure of this, until in the last month or so, while I was working outside in the garden, standing in one place for a good half hour, I observed the lines in the sky moving and growing. The lines itself had shifted from one part of the sky to another. And then there was a sudden rainstorm that came in once the sky was covered in clouds. This is clearly evident that they are not contrails coming from planes, because exhaust fumes would not be able to stay up in the sky like that.
This extra rain this summer, has been responsible for unusual flooding and sudden shifts in temperatures.
It is bad enough that they are manipulating the weather, but what they are spraying in the skies are toxic chemicals that land everywhere, in the water and land. People who are concerned have been getting their garden soil tested and the results are showing quantities of barium, aluminium, and many other elements that are not naturally occurring, and do not belong there.
This is a major problem that no government to being a part of, and no mainstream media is reporting. If you think these clouds are normal, then you really don’t know clouds, my friend. Start paying attention, and you will notice the thing I am talking about here.
Prince spoke about chemtrails in his interview on Tavis Smiley in 2009. Here the clip of it. The song he is asked about is called Dreamer, and I did a post about that song here.
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FINDING CLOSURE – PRINCE’S DEATH – THE SIGNS IN HIS LAST DAYS
In this last year, I’ve learned so much about death, that it is no longer something that I would ever fear. It’s been a real blessing, to know that there is no such thing as “death”, just a transformation, an entry into the other world. In some ways, I did not really grieve Prince’s death, because to me, he was still alive in the energetic sense, he is only invisible in the material reality. I feel him, and he feels me. I still wish he could be here, and he does too. But as he would say, “but life ain’t always the way”, meaning life isn’t always what you want it to be.
A few weeks ago, I had a dream. Prince was in a hospital bed, he looked frail and slumped over. I went over to help him. The phone was ringing, I went to answer it. Nurses came and took him away. His jacket was folded up neatly on his bed. I opened it up, there was a gold pin that said “Prince” on it. I put on his jacket and found in the pockets, little containers full of pills. In the rest of the dream, I sat around waiting for him.
A little while ago, a video about opioids showed up on my YouTube feed, and I watched it. I haven’t watched any videos related to something like that, so I know that Prince has been re-arrranging my feed, and he wanted me to watch it. He wanted me to understand his struggles as a human (and why he left). There has been a lot of backlash about opioid drugs, doctors are afraid to prescribe it because of the potential liability associated with it. As result, many patients resort to different methods of obtaining these medications. These patients are not addicts, they are dependent on these drugs in order to retain any sense of normalcy in their lives. The side effects are unfortunate, but if you are living in constant pain, then you are not left with many options for treatment.
Many people still refuse to believe that he took such medications, or that he lived in pain. As his twin soul, I know that he would have kept such a thing as a secret (twin souls share the same mindset and behaviours). Because I do the same. I hide my pain and suffering from others. I hid my disability for many years through out my school years. I am not the type of person to complain about my health. We are the kind to play through the pain. Prince was good at keeping secrets, he was a Scorpio rising sign, the most secretive of all the signs.
There were signs that he was not doing well, they are there if you are willing to look with an open heart. He had been using a cane since the 1990’s. Sure, he made it look like a dapper accessory, but it served a function for him. Being a performer that toured as much as he did, is hard, physical work. People forget that and think it’s an easy life being a rock star. High heels, jumping off pianos, it is hard on the body, and his body (though beautiful) was a fragile one. Electric guitars are heavier than they look, my friend. As his twin, I’ve been on the receiving end of phantom pains throughout my life, shooting pains along my legs, hip and neck pains that would come and go. His last tour was just him and a piano, because it’s easier on the body to sit a piano than to play guitar. His style of dressing was also more easy going, less restrictive on the body, more casual. His hair grown out naturally, making it easier to maintain. An evolution of his style, yes, but mainly to make his life easier. He took whatever his circumstance was and made it work for him. He was in the middle of writing his memoirs when he left, because he knew he didn’t have long (but he thought he had more time).
I hope you can all come to this understanding of what life was like for him, so that you can stop being sad about his passing. He’s not really gone.
Image above: “You’re my best friend” by Prince in spirit.
©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.
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PRINCE’S BUSINESS ADVICE TO OTHER MUSIC ARTISTS – THE INDUSTRY IS NOT AS IT SEEMS
If you know my story, then you will know that I did not really notice Prince much when he was living. I would have noticed him in some pivotal points in his career when it made headlines, but that was as far as it went. I was into music as a teenager, but eventually stopped paying any attention to the music scene, as I saw how shallow and banal it was becoming.
After his death, I felt his presence, it was like he was quietly observing me from afar. I would suddenly feel the need to know everything about him, so I listened to all his interviews. It was then that I learned about how the music industry really worked as a business. Unfortunately, its an industry that is designed to keep out real artists that have their own “voice”. The music industry isn’t about making good music, as one would expect. It’s about controlling your perception of reality. In other words mind control. This is why it is such a heavily controlled sector.
For those of us out there, who are artists, we must understand how the industry is run, and to accept the reality that the “music dream” is an illusion. It is not really possible to have both a personal creative vision, and to be part of the system. One must find ways of doing business that are not considered the norm, by finding innovative solutions.
Prince came here to act as a role model, not only as a human being, but as an artist. He spoke out about the injustices of the music industry where others would prefer to remain silent. And although many people still can’t help but be sad about him leaving us, he leaves behind his “teachings”. We decided to create an audio compilation of Prince’s interviews, where he spoke about how he found ways to get around the “system”. We hope it will educate and inspire you to find new ways of how you could succeed as an artist.
P/S Pay attention to the last little clip in the end. Its the title of a Prince song that you should check out.
Prince Talks About The Music Biz
Image above: “LoveSexy” by Prince in spirit.Image and text ©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.
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AT THE REQUEST OF PRINCE – MESSAGE FOR PRINCE FANS
It’s been over a year since Prince’s passing, and I have learned so much about death and the afterlife. All the concepts that I’ve ever been taught about death have been seriously challenged, and I no longer see it as something to be afraid of. As far as I am concerned, we live in a matrix within a matrix. The afterlife is still a mystery, even to those on the other side. But I have never been afraid of challenging ideas, or changing my mind when presented with substantial evidence.
©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved. I know so many of you out there adore Prince, and the pain you still feel about his death. I can assure you, he does not want you to be sad, or grieving over him. He is quite happy where he is now, but it still bothers him that you feel sad. He finds it upsetting that there are those of you who are still looking for someone to blame for his death. We see the conspiracy videos and false rumours on the Internet. He hates this kind of thing going around about him like that. I know some of you do it from a “place of love”, while others make click-bait for views. Either way, please respect him.
Focus not on his death, but learn the message that is behind his music. That is what he has always desired as a musician. It was never about creating a “legacy”, or reaching high status.
If there was anything that he tried to teach you in his music, it is that everything is energy. “Always cry for love, never cry for pain.” Your mind is powerful, it is what moves mountains. How you feel is what manifests in your reality. You must think responsibly, it is your power to do so. Be discerning of what media that you consume. Negative thoughts should be acknowledged, but not entertained, for they will grow like parasites.
In the afterworld, there are no boundaries that separate our thoughts from those on the other side. They can feel you energetically. There is no time and distance that keeps us apart. He feels your suffering, he knows you still cry about him. It drains on him energetically.
Please know that he is a powerful being on the other side, as much as he was when he was here with us. He has the ability to influence matters in our so-called “real world”, and that things are going as he wishes them to be, even though to you, they may not appear to be. Anything that is not yet set right, will be.
Image above: “Love” by Prince in spirit.
©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.
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EMOTIONAL TRANSFERENCE IN THE TWIN FLAME PHENOMENON
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