Artist Diary

  • PRINCE’S SPIRITUAL MESSAGE IN UNDER THE CHERRY MOON – TWIN FLAME PERSPECTIVE

    Prince is most known for his Purple Rain movie, but in my opinion, his best movie is Under The Cherry Moon. It didn’t do well at the box office, and it got poor reviews from critics. But my feeling on it is that generally speaking, movies that have a positive, spiritual message tend to get put down. I’ve explained in past posts that the Hollywood system is run by dark forces and the gatekeepers of this system will prevent the success of such films. The film is gorgeous. Filmed in black and white. There is something both modern and classic about it. Beautiful costumes. Great acting. Engaging story line. Yet humorous, the movie doesn’t take itself too seriously. And of course, amazing original soundtrack by Prince. But most importantly, the message in the movie.

    Although the movie itself didn’t do well, the soundtrack titled Parade, did very well. The song Kiss came from this album. The album is like an extended audio version of the movie concept. Its main message is that love overcomes all, and that you should choose true love above all things. What matters most is what’s inside the heart and soul, not money, not status, not material objects. Love is the most powerful force of all, not even death can stop it. The message is reverent to today even though the film was made in 1986. But the film feels like it could have been made in more recent times. It’s no surprise, because Prince was always ahead of his time.

    One of the songs that conveys his message is the song Mountains from the soundtrack, he sings:

    I say it’s only mountains and the sea
    Love will conquer if you just believe 
    It’s only mountains
    And the sea
    There’s nothing greater, you and me


    Prince – Mountains (1986) by retrospective1

    For me personally, since the start of my communications with Prince in spirit and discovering our twin soul connection, he has always used the images of mountains and water as a symbol for overcoming obstacles. I would often find him channeling images of mountains overlooking a body of water to me in thought or in drawings.  Although he is now on the other side, we are together in mind and spirit, no “mountain” or physical limitation can stop us. In our case, we never got to meet in this lifetime, but it doesn’t stop us from being together now.

    This perspective becomes evident as Prince’s character in the movie, Christopher Tracy says to his best friend about true love, “Really, Tricky, there’s got to be something else, if two people really dug each other, they couldn’t be torn apart no matter what happened.” And in the following line, Prince shows that he intuitively knew something about twin flames. “That’s my point, if two souls are one, I mean if that’s the ultimate, the flesh is nothing! We live in a parade.” Notes the use of the meaning of the real meaning of twin flames in his explanation. He uses the word parade as a metaphor to say that life is not the reality we think it is, it’s like a show, or a game. We have to see past this virtual reality to see true love. And in this line, Christopher is writing to his lover, Mary “We are of one soul and if I die, we’ll be together side by side.” What he is saying here is that there is no end to love, as life continues on the other side. I’ve heard the writer Touré point out that the characters names Christopher and Mary are thinly veiled disguises for Jesus Christ and Mary, which is interesting because this movie’s message is directing the viewer to consider the after life.

    Prince fans have noted that Prince passed away on the night of a cherry moon, as does his character in the movie. A cherry moon, for those who don’t know is a pink full moon moon that signifies the beginning of springtime. Also note that there was snowfall during the month of April when he died. I remember it being so cold and stormy that I thought spring was never going to come. Prince may have subconsciously predicted his own death. The song for the soundtrack, Sometimes It Snows In April reveals his attitude about love and death in these lyrics:

    Always cry for love, never cry for pain
    He used to say so strong, oh unafraid to die
    Unafraid of the death that left me hypnotized

    Though his death came unexpected, sooner than he thought, he often felt the pressures of lacking time to completely fulfill his mission during life. He felt a strong urgency to save the world. So many things got in the way of his message. Fame made it harder as it always rends to overshadows truth. It was clearly evident throughout his work that Prince always knew that there is life after death. Feeling his presence in my life,I know this to be absolutely true and I hope those that hear my story will know this too.

    Image above: “I love you” by Prince in spirit.

    ©2016. Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • SUBCONSCIOUS CHANNELING FROM WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER – TWIN SOUL MEMORY

    When I was two years old, my parents took me to Hong Kong and while we were there, my dad ordered a Yamaha piano. I don’t know what gave him the idea to do this. Clearly he wanted me to learn the piano. I remember taking piano lessons and learning these really basic and boring songs. I learned the notes, but since then, I have totally forgotten them. Throughout the years, I would have this urge to teach myself to play, but I just never got around to it. I hated practicing songs I didn’t like. I wanted to make up songs, not recite them. Sometimes when no one is home, I get on the piano with Prince and we make up stuff on there. I don’t know the notes, but I memorize the melodies.

    I find it totally funny now to learn that as a kid, Prince fired his piano teacher because she didn’t let him play what he wanted. Instead, he went on to learn to play by himself. This began many of his self-taught abilities. It’s funny to see our lives in parallel to each other as twin souls. Prince was much stronger than me in that he never let people put him down.

    When I was a teenager, I wanted to play guitar. And I did. I think I learned one song. And then I went on to write this one song. I remember it going like this:

    Good night, farewell
    Take care and be well
    We’ll meet again
    On another planet
    Somewhere far way

    How it is that I still remember these lyrics is just beyond me. I didn’t know what I was writing about at the time, but the words felt real to me. But I look back on it now and I really believe that I was singing it to my twin soul about having to be apart.

    I used to write a lot of poetry as a teenager. They would just come through me like water rushing in from the sea to shore. And I would capture them. I even gathered all my poems together and printed them in a little book titled The Lavender Room. It was printed on purple paper  with a silver cover.  But later I become discouraged and stopped writing when I took a writing class in high school. I didn’t enjoy the class very much when it became clear to me that the teacher didn’t have much appreciation for what I was writing. Maybe he thought my ideas were too far fetched. I remember writing a short story about a man living on the Eiffel Tower. It’s really funny to me now, because I recently learned that there is a secret apartment inside the Eiffel Tower.

    Image above: “Playing Piano” by Prince in spirit.

    ©2016. Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • AN EVENING TO REMEMBER – SIGNS FROM PRINCE IN SPIRIT

    My best friend is one of the most magical people I know. When we’re together, magical things start to come about in mysterious ways. This year she got married and she had a two-part wedding, one in Canada and the other in the South of France. What an irresistible invitation. Prince goes wherever I go, so I hopped on a plane to meet her. At the airport, I waited at my gate to board the plane and heard an announcement. They were looking for someone with the last name Prince! Seriously?!

    On the early evening of the wedding, a storm began to develop, as we were about to go to the venus. My friend was overjoyed as she heard the thunder. What you’ve got to understand is that she loves storms. She takes it as good omen for special occasions. There was a storm on the night of her bachelorette party and on the morning of her Canadian wedding too. So it is no coincidence that there was a storm here too.

    We got to the wedding venue. The storm held out as we gathered in the courtyard for cocktails and conversation. I couldn’t help but observe the gorgeous cloud formations, the way the sunset was peeking through the clouds. And suddenly there appeared a rainbow in the midst of the storm clouds. There was also a rainbow in the evening of her Canadian wedding, believe i or not!

    Later that evening, we went into the dining hall to take our seats for the dinner. During dinner, my friend is doing her wedding speech in French, and suddenly she yells out, “Look! There’s a bat!” The sliding doors were open and a bat had flown in. At this moment, I seriously thought I was living in a movie. Because the night before, my friend said she saw a bat at the hotel and I told her about the bat scene in Prince’s movie, Under The Cherry Moon. I love that scene. Prince is very playful when it comes to making his presence known to me. I will forever laugh about this little joke of his.

    After the dinner was said and done, the couple had their first dance. I was busy talking to a new friend I made there, telling him about Prince. Suddenly, the song Purple Rain came on. I said to this guy exactly what was happening. My friend came over saying, “This is a Prince song?” I said, “Yes, you know what, I asked for this. I asked Prince to send me a sign”. The night before, I had asked for what I thought could be a hard sign to deliver. I wanted a challenge to prove something to me. I wanted this sign to confirm that everything I believed about what I knew about Prince and I was true. Sometimes it’s difficult to believe that what I am going through is really happening. I life feels like a rom com version of the movie, Ghost. So I asked for a Prince song to be played at my friend’s wedding. I felt the chances of it being played was not that likely, as the couple are not Prince fans as they grew up in the 90’s, plus they had their own music playlist going. I think Prince must have whispered in my friend’s husband’s ear, as he requested this song to be played.

    The night ended at around 4 am, after cleaning up the venue, and waiting in the dark underneath the stars. We were in the country side, so the stars are perfectly visible. And m friend’s father-in-law showed me the Pleiades and its surrounding constellations. What a perfect way to end the evening. It was one of the most memorable times I’ve ever had.

    B379A5EA-8B80-4C12-96F7-86C42E4DBECE-1-2048x1536-oriented“Wedding Bouquet” by Prince in spirit. On a side note, I did catch the wedding bouquet at my friend’s wedding.

    ©2016. Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • A ROMANTIC GESTURE FROM THE OTHER SIDE – PRINCE GHOST STORY

    This is what happened to me a little while ago. I was on my iPad looking at my music collection. My thought was, I want to listen to a song about “us” – as in me and Prince as twin flames. So I scrolled down and suddenly I noticed a blank white space in my music collection. I noticed that the icon for the Prince’s Batman soundtrack had migrated mysteriously. It was floating on top of  The Rainbow Children album. I was so confused. I tried to see if for whatever reason, the new iOS update allows you drag the album icons or something. No. It was impossible. I scrolled up and scrolled back down, and the Batman icon went back to its normal position. Immediately after that, I regretted not taking a screen shot of it. The one song I had from the Batman soundtrack was Scandalous. Prince later told me that the song encapsulated everything he wanted to say to me.

    Just to show you what I mean, this is a replica of what I saw on my iPad screen.

    Bat

    The next day, I told my very psychic friend about what happened. I said that I was wishing Prince would do it again so that I could get a photo of it. She asked me if it was a sign for anything. And I told her what I was thinking at the time. She replied, “Prince just jokingly told me ‘Get over yourself, Miss Photographer.’ He did it as a romantic gesture, not so you could record it!” And if that wasn’t funny enough, I went over to my Instagram after that conversation ended and there on my feed, a fan had posted a pic of Prince with a camera held up to his face.

    I could to help but smile for the while day after that.

    Prince is just as funny and romantic now as he was in life. The thing is, when you go to the other side, you are pretty much the same person, carrying over everything you were as a person. So you better act and be the person you want to be while you’re alive because that’s the only thing you get to take with you.

    ©2016. Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • MY THOUGHTS ON CELEBRITY TWIN FLAMES

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  • MY EXPERIENCE COMMUNICATING WITH PRINCE IN SPIRIT – HOW IT WORKS

    A friend recommended a TED Talk to me, and I think explains in a way what is going on physiologically when I am communicating with Prince in spirit. Jill Bolte Taylor is a brain scientist that discovers what happens when one part of the brain becomes dysfunctional during a stroke. What she discovers is that the right hemisphere of the brain is the side that is connected to Nirvana. She explains that the left side of the brain is mostly having to do with logic, practicality, and it is how the brain directs the body to move. While the right side is linked to what one might call the “other side”, because in this state, she felt universal consciousness, bliss, and enlightenment. But without the function of the left side of the brain, she could not speak or read numbers, even though she was functional in her ability to think what she waned to say. It was a frustrating experience for Jill when she tried to call her office to tell them she had to go to the hospital in an emergency.

    I think this is how spirits most feel when they try to communicate with us, a sense of frustration that they cannot speak in such direct ways. They do not understand words or language in the way that we do. I discovered this to be the case when I first started communicating with Prince and we tried typing with my eyes closed. Though he was moving my hand to press the keys on my iPad, they did not form any words. However, it was possible for him to move my hand and draw a message. Sometimes I would draw words. But I always heard the word first even though I was freely allowing the energy to move me. This is why it was impossible for me to use a Ouija board with Prince, he was always telling me the words we were going to spell out. My  theory is that when I am drawing with Prince, what I have done is temporaily suspended my left brain to allow my hand to follow the will of Prince.

    In the case of telepathic communication with Prince, I found that his messages came in thought forms to me that are not fully realized. I believe the messages come through the right brain and get processed on the left brain, into words so that I can understand them. The processes is similar to translating a foreign language into your primary language in your mind. There is a slight delay caused by the translation process.

    Prince often communicates in feelings and images. It is easier for him to express himself in this way, but it can still be a case of lost in translation on my end. So I often ask for confirmation if what I am interpreting is correct.  I also think this is where inaccuracies from psychic readings can occur. If there is a lack of understanding from the psychic in regards to symbols, meanings, vocabulary, or a concept, it can easily be misunderstood.

    I believe that what is happening is that I am switching back and forth between the two hemispheres of the brain. I can easily go into trance-like surrendering state, but I can just as easily snap out of it as I so choose. This has been a recent phenomenon I discovered when I started communicating from Prince. I never experienced this prior to seeing Prince in spirit.

    For many people, meditation is a hard thing to do because they cannot shut off the left brain from thinking about their daily routine or what needs to be done by next week. However when one manages to do so, they slip into their right brain and they do find themselves in a state of bliss, timelessness, and oneness.

    ©2016. Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • THE SUPPRESSION OF REAL TWIN FLAME INFORMATION

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  • LAW OF ATTRACTION PROVEN BY QUANTUM PHYSICS? HOW YOUR THOUGHTS AFFECT REALITY

    Note to Readers; Since I have written this post, I have learned a lot more. Please see this more recent post. I renounce the concept of Law of Attraction due to a realization that the supposed science does not support the concept as it has been portrayed by many in the spiritual community. No consideration in these studies take in account for the nature of the spirit world. While I still do believe that the thoughts of humans can have an effect on the world, it is not the same way as what the Law of Attraction is saying, therefore I renounce it. 

    Updated: January 29, 2019

    For the longest tine, I was a skeptic of the Law of Attraction. The first time I ever heard of this concept was watching The  Secret. The movie had glamorized the concept so much that it left much to be desired. It offered no substantial scientific explanation. I seriously thought it was a scam.

    After many years of personal research and exploration. I can actually believe it and explain it, scientifically. Whether or not I believe the speakers in The Secret is not important. The concept itself is what is in question here.

    According to quantum physics, there is what’s called the observer effect. Meaning our perception of a subject matter can affect it’s outcome. This is proving the concept of mind over matter. In the famous double slit experiment, scientists found that by simply observing and measuring their subject matter, they were affecting its results. They were shooting electrons through two slits and by observing it, the electrons were behaving differently, as though there was a conscious awareness of the observer. It’s somewhat tricky for me to describe, so do check out videos of about the double slit experiment on YouTube if you’re curious about the subject.

    Understanding this, there are huge implications for how we are affected by thought alone. What this means for us, is that our own perception of reality has an effect on our outcomes, more than we’ve been led to believe. Our expectations and intentions matter very much. This also implies that “self-fulfilling prophecies”, “the placebo effect”, and “confirmation bias” are not just a way science has been used to write off things we couldn’t properly explain. But rather, the reason why there can be inconsistent results in scientific studies!

    We are all energetic beings. Our thoughts project an energetic signal in to the vast consciousness. Law of Attraction can be explained as being like a boomerang effect. The thoughts we put out there come back to us affecting our reality based on our thoughts and beliefs. Therefore, we hold a lot more power to affect reality than previously thought.

    This implies extraordinary things. On a massive scale, we could  be affecting the outcomes of reality, relating to world issues, such as peace and politics, even the weather.

    But before we even get into affecting the world, we must get to grips with our own inner world. Our outer world is simply a reflection of our inner world. Inner conflict becomes outer conflict when not dealt with.

    If you would like to explore more about this subject, I recommend the book The Intention Experiment by Lynne McTaggart. You will discover that there is more to reality than what we’ve long been told about reality. An absolutely fascinating book that will explain Law of Attraction without all the flowery woo woo mystical language you might hear from spiritual gurus.

    ©2016. Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • PRINCE: “DON’T FORGET MY MESSAGE” – HIS FEELINGS ABOUT PAISLEY PARK

    One day in September, Prince asked me to look him up on theInternet. The latest news was just announced that day; Paisley Park, Prince;s studio and home was to open its doors to the public. They have quickly turned it into a museum.

    While Prince did not reveal his feelings towards the museum, I didn’t exactly feel joy from it either. I wondered if I should plan a trip to go. This was right before I was headed to Europe, so I would have to consider it after my return. So when I returned, I asked for a sign if it was important for me to go see Paisley Park.

    I received no sign. I think this sums it up.

    He never wanted anyone to worship him He even disliked the word fan. He really just wanted to share his message with everyone. The fact that he became a legend was part of the way he would accomplish this. But people still can’t get over what a legend he has become.

    When he was alive, he knew he could trust no one. He was aware of the many users trying to get something out of him.Everyone saw his fame, and talent, and money. But not him. He was often misunderstood. So he chose to live in isolation and kept guarded. He told me in spirit, that he died feeling heart broken and disappointed in his last days.

    Already the leaches have come out to profit from his legacy. Museum merchandise have been listed on Ebay for extortionate prices. When he was alive, he always guarded against scalpers selling his concert tickets. He has no problem with you wanting to remember him; what he does have a problem with is that you forget his message and what he stands for.

    ©2016. Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • THE ROLE OF TWIN FLAMES IN ASCENSION?

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