Artist Diary

  • FINDING CLOSURE – PRINCE’S DEATH – THE SIGNS IN HIS LAST DAYS

    In this last year, I’ve learned so much about death, that it is no longer something that I would ever fear. It’s been a real blessing, to know that there is no such thing as “death”, just a transformation, an entry into the other world. In some ways, I did not really grieve Prince’s death, because to me, he was still alive in the energetic sense, he is only invisible in the material reality. I feel him, and he feels me. I still wish he could be here, and he does too. But as he would say, “but life ain’t always the way”, meaning life isn’t always what you want it to be.

    A few weeks ago, I had a dream. Prince was in a hospital bed, he looked frail and slumped over. I went over to help him. The phone was ringing, I went to answer it. Nurses came and took him away. His jacket was folded up neatly on his bed. I opened it up, there was a gold pin that said “Prince” on it. I put on his jacket and found in the pockets, little containers full of pills. In the rest of the dream, I sat around waiting for him.

    A little while ago, a video about opioids showed up on my YouTube feed, and I watched it. I haven’t watched any videos related to something like that, so I know that Prince has been re-arrranging my feed, and he wanted me to watch it. He wanted me to understand his struggles as a human (and why he left). There has been a lot of backlash about opioid drugs, doctors are afraid to prescribe it because of the potential liability associated with it. As result, many patients resort to different methods of obtaining these medications. These patients are not addicts, they are dependent on these drugs in order to retain any sense of normalcy in their lives. The side effects are unfortunate, but if you are living in constant pain, then you are not left with many options for treatment.

    Many people still refuse to believe that he took such medications, or that he lived in pain. As his twin soul, I know that he would have kept such a thing as a secret (twin souls share the same mindset and behaviours). Because I do the same. I hide my pain and suffering from others. I hid my disability for many years through out my school years. I am not the type of person to complain about my health. We are the kind to play through the pain. Prince was good at keeping secrets, he was a Scorpio rising sign, the most secretive of all the signs.

    There were signs that he was not doing well, they are there if you are willing to look with an open heart. He had been using a cane since the 1990’s. Sure, he made it look like a dapper accessory, but it served a function for him. Being a performer that toured as much as he did, is hard, physical work. People forget that and think it’s an easy life being a rock star. High heels, jumping off pianos, it is hard on the body, and his body (though beautiful) was a fragile one. Electric guitars are heavier than they look, my friend. As his twin, I’ve been on the receiving end of phantom pains throughout my life, shooting pains along my legs, hip and neck pains that would come and go. His last tour was just him and a piano, because it’s easier on the body to sit a piano than to play guitar. His style of dressing was also more easy going, less restrictive on the body, more casual. His hair grown out naturally, making it easier to maintain. An evolution of his style, yes, but mainly to make his life easier. He took whatever his circumstance was and made it work for him. He was in the middle of writing his memoirs when he left, because he knew he didn’t have long (but he thought he had more time).

    I hope you can all come to this understanding of what life was like for him, so that you can stop being sad about his passing. He’s not really gone.

    Image above: “You’re my best friend” by Prince in spirit.

    ©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • PRINCE’S BUSINESS ADVICE TO OTHER MUSIC ARTISTS – THE INDUSTRY IS NOT AS IT SEEMS

    If you know my story, then you will know that I did not really notice Prince much when he was living. I would have noticed him in some pivotal points in his career when it made headlines, but that was as far as it went. I was into music as a teenager, but eventually stopped paying any attention to the music scene, as I saw how shallow and banal it was becoming.

    After his death, I felt his presence, it was like he was quietly observing me from afar. I would suddenly feel the need to know everything about him, so I listened to all his interviews. It was then that I learned about how the music industry really worked as a business. Unfortunately, its an industry that is designed to keep out real artists that have their own “voice”. The music industry isn’t about making good music, as one would expect. It’s about controlling your perception of reality. In other words mind control.  This is why it is such a heavily controlled sector.

    For those of us out there, who are artists, we must understand how the industry is run, and to accept the reality that the “music dream” is an illusion. It is not really possible to have both a personal creative vision, and to be part of the system. One must find ways of doing business that are not considered the norm, by finding innovative solutions.

    Prince came here to act as a role model, not only as a human being, but as an artist. He spoke out about the injustices of the music industry where others would prefer to remain silent. And although many people still can’t help but be sad about him leaving us, he leaves behind his “teachings”. We decided to create an audio compilation of Prince’s interviews, where he spoke about how he found ways to get around the “system”. We hope it will educate and inspire you to find new ways of how you could succeed as an artist.

    P/S Pay attention to the last little clip in the end. Its the title of a Prince song that you should check out.


    Prince Talks About The Music Biz 


    Image above: “LoveSexy” by Prince in spirit.

    Image and text ©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • TWIN SOULS MERGING – BOOK REVIEW – REAL TWIN FLAME INFORMATION, THE SPIRITUAL TRUTH

    Ever since I began to connect with other twin soul experiencers, I have learned so much in hearing about their experiences. I have come to see a common pattern among the cases that I’ve encountered. As I speak to new contacts, their experiences become somewhat predictable to me, in a sense. When I talk to new experiencers, I do not tell them too much. Instead, I listen carefully to their story and observe their reactions. I share some of my experiences, but I never say too much. They often end up telling me things that are true in my experience, or of other cases I’ve studied. This is how I know what they are telling me is true. There are some things I reserve to only share with other experiencers.  I also get a lot of emails from people claiming to have found their twin flame, but I do not concur, as what they describe to me is a different animal all together. It is like if you claimed that a little house cat was a lion. Totally different things, though they have similarities.

    My first contact with another twin pair was Susan Elsa. She directed me to a book called Twin Souls Merging. This book is the first of its kind. It is a well documented case study of the twin souls, George Reeves and Jean Cline. Following Susan’s advice, I picked up the book on Kindle and read it within a day. This book is so well detailed and captivating, I could not put it down. The more I read, the more I needed to find out what would happen next.

    The book is written like a diary of events that are happening from the perspective of Jean Cline and her friend, a parapsychologist, Gary Duncan. I have to say, I loved reading Jean’s account of her experiences. As a twin soul experiencer myself, I found that the process she went through was very much similar to mine. So I related to her on a deep level. I knew that what she was reporting in her diaries were true (it takes one to know one). Knowing that she was telling the truth, and not at all delusional, it made it very difficult for me to read Gary’s account. It serves the book well to prove the science behind it all. His skepticism meant he made sure every stone was unturned before drawing a conclusion. But his level of skepticism made me want to shout at him as I read the book. He would later come to the conclusion that Jean’s experience was genuine, and I would be thinking, “I told you so!”

    I highly recommend this book, not only for other twin soul experiencers, but anyone who believes in the concept of twin flames (you will find the real spiritual truth about it here), and also anyone who wishes to explore the subject of what the afterlife is. This book is spiritually expansive and will challenge your beliefs abut death. The book validated my experiences.

    From the New Dawn article by Gary Duncan

    In the book, you will find photographs of Jean Cline and George Reeves in a side by side comparison (you can also see photos in the New Dawn article linked below). You will see just how much alike they appear. This is the one thing that I find among all my twin soul contacts, they look like their twin soul counterpart. Jean is said to be slowly shape shifting, appearing more and more like George, and she appears more masculine as a result of their merging. After I read the book, I contacted Gary Duncan, as I wanted to study their astrology. What I found interesting is that both of their natal Mars are in direct conjunction with each other, so I would presume that the reason for her changing looks, becoming more masculine, is explained by this astrological alignment. You see, Mars represents masculine energy and the physical body. The merging of their energies would theoretically create an intensification of masculine energy.

    The evidence is very clear to me that twin souls is a real phenomenon. All the stories from the  cases I have come across remain consistent in all respects. These new contacts may not understand what they are going through, but as they tell their story to me, I can see what is going on and what types of information that is about to be revealed to them in their experience.

    My hope, writing this blog, presenting information to you, is to educate the public on something that is really happening. The twin flame “thing” on the Internet has gotten really out of hand, and I see the damage it is causing to real relationships. The stories I’ve seen on the Internet, they are full of more drama than a soap opera. It is only about to get worse, as the term “twin flame” entered the vernacular of the mainstream media. The confusion is all caused by false information that is continually passed around.

    So today, I am presenting some very important information to you, for the purposes of education and research, in the following links. First, I am posting two radio show clips of interviews of Jean Cline and Gary Duncan. I have trimmed the original recordings for the sake of getting to the point. If you would like to download the original, go to the links below. Also, I am linking for you, a PDF of an article that Gary asked me to post.

    The official website for the book is www.twinsoulsmerging.com. This site is no longer available. Try the WayBackMachine link.

    RELATED LINKS


    Namaste Beloved – 2008


    The Conspiracy Show – Fen 9, 2014


    PDF New Dawn Article by Gary Duncan

    Book: Twin Souls Merging


    ©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • AT THE REQUEST OF PRINCE – MESSAGE FOR PRINCE FANS

    It’s been over a year since Prince’s passing, and I have learned so much about death and the afterlife. All the concepts that I’ve ever been taught about death have been seriously challenged, and I no longer see it as something to be afraid of. As far as I am concerned, we live in a matrix within a matrix. The afterlife is still a mystery, even to those on the other side. But I have never been afraid of challenging ideas, or changing my mind when presented with substantial evidence.

    ©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

    I know so many of you out there adore Prince, and the pain you still feel about his death. I can assure you, he does not want you to be sad, or grieving over him. He is quite happy where he is now, but it still bothers him that you feel sad. He finds it upsetting that there are those of you who are still looking for someone to blame for his death. We see the conspiracy videos and false rumours on the Internet. He hates this kind of thing going around about him like that. I know some of you do it from a “place of love”, while others make click-bait for views. Either way, please respect him.

    Focus not on his death, but learn the message that is behind his music. That is what he has always desired as a musician. It was never about creating a “legacy”, or reaching high status.

    If there was anything that he tried to teach you in his music, it is that everything is energy. “Always cry for love, never cry for pain.” Your mind is powerful, it is what moves mountains. How you feel is what manifests in your reality. You must think responsibly, it is your power to do so. Be discerning of what media that you consume. Negative thoughts should be acknowledged, but not entertained, for they will grow like parasites.

    In the afterworld, there are no boundaries that separate our thoughts from those on the other side. They can feel you energetically. There is no time and distance that keeps us apart. He feels your suffering, he knows you still cry about him. It drains on him energetically.

    Please know that he is a powerful being on the other side, as much as he was when he was here with us. He has the ability to influence matters in our so-called “real world”, and that things are going as he wishes them to be, even though to you, they may not appear to be. Anything that is not yet set right, will be.

    Image above: “Love” by Prince in spirit.

    ©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • MICHAEL HUTCHENCE AND HIS TWIN FLAME: THEY MET TEN YEARS AFTER HIS DEATH

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  • EMOTIONAL TRANSFERENCE IN THE TWIN FLAME PHENOMENON

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  • LOVE SYMBOL, HOW I MET MY TWIN SOUL, PRINCE ROGERS NELSON – MY TWIN FLAME IS PRINCE – THE FULL STORY

    This is the story of how I discovered that the identity of my twin flame is Prince Rogers Nelson. This is a summary of events starting from April of 2016. This document was written just over one year after his passing.

    ©2018 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

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  • PRINCE; “THE WAR” SONG INTERPRETATION – ARE YOU IN, OR ARE YOU OUT?

    Prince has asked me to post The War, with the lyrics, and point out what they mean to you. This song was recorded in 1998, almost twenty years later, looking back, you will realize that he knew more than he had ever led on. It’s time for humanity to wake up to what’s really been going on.

    Some of what he is saying here is of the prophetic nature. He is making much reference to the Bible’s Book of Revelation. He is talking about the end times. If you recognize the signs, you will know we are near.

    Ever since his passing, people have been mourning him like crazy, and it’s not what he wants. He wants people to understand the messages behind his work. That is all he ever wanted.

    Dear Ones, you’ve got to wake up. It doesn’t matter how I died. What matters is that you’re still alive, and you’ve got to fight this war. -Prince


    The War
    by Prince

    One, two. Evolution will be colorized.

    I can’t hear U, say it!
    Y’all ain’t ready, I can’t hear U, say it

    Do like this…

    One, two. Evolution will be colorized

    This is the War
    Right on

    The war will go on and on and on
    If U don’t wanna miss your Saturday morning cartoons

    One, two. Evolution will be colorized
    One, two. Evolution will be colorized
    Yeah… right on

    The war will go on and on
    Revolution will be
    Revolution will be
    Revolution will be on and on and

    The war will go on and on and on
    If U do not wish 2 be in the war U should leave now

    We are about 2 challenge what U believe
    If U do not wish 2 be challenged U should leave now
    Saturday morning awaits

    Do U love your country?
    Do U love God?
    Do U love your country as much as U love God?

    If the government
    If the government
    If the government wants 2 put a microchip in your neck, heh heh
    Right on

    There is a plan to get everyone microchipped, so that they can control you, through restricting your access to resources using this microchip. If you ever saw that credit card commercial where the guy walks into the store and walks out with a bunch stuff without paying, and it turns out that everything was scanned when he walked out the door and charged to his credit card — that is how they will convince you to take on the chip. For the mere sake of convenience. But it is really for control, because they will restrict your access if you don’t obey their rules. This is likely what the Bible prophecy was speaking of…

    Revelation 13:15 The second beast was given power to give breath to the image of the first beast, so that the image could speak and cause all who refused to worship the image to be killed. 16 It also forced all people, great and small, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hands or on their foreheads, 17 so that they could not buy or sell unless they had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of its name.

    Do U still love your country?

    The war will go on and on
    If U do not wish 2 be challenged, leave now
    The evolution will be colorized
    One, two, the evolution will be colorized

    We are running out of the essentials of life
    Oxygen, water, food, fertile earth

    They will orchestrate a shortage of the essential of life; clean air, water, and food. They are currently polluting the land with the chem-trails that are toxic. Environmental issues are not as they seem. And they will create this situation to control you.

    Underground right now as we speak, there is a metropolis
    Awaiting, waiting… 4 U, me
    Clean air, food 2 eat

    Will U go, will U go?
    Will U go underground 2 this metropolis, this metropolis paradise?

    We are running out of the essentials of life here on earth!
    Will U go, will U go, will U go?

    Don’t U love your country?
    If your country no longer exists on this earth
    But exists under this earth, will U go?

    Underneath in this metropolis, there’s food 2 eat, clean air
    It’s a paradise

    One condition, microchip in your neck

    Once there is no clean air, water, and food, and war has broken out. There will be martial law. They will tell you that there’s a place that you can go to get these things. But you’ll have to comply with their demands. And that is the microchip. These places are already built. They are underneath the Wal-Mart stores in every state. The Elites of the world have their own luxury bunkers under the Denver Airport, but you won’t have access to them. And if you go to this underground place, who know what will become of you… Doesn’t this Bible verse sound like those Elite and their underground bunkers?

    Revelation 6:15 Then the kings of the earth, the princes, the generals, the rich, the mighty, and everyone else, both slave and free, hid in caves and among the rocks of the mountains. 16 They called to the mountains and the rocks, “Fall on us and hide us from the face of him who sits on the throne and from the wrath of the Lamb! 17 For the great day of their wrath has come, and who can withstand it?”

    One, two, the evolution will be colorized
    Right on

    Would U stay above the metropolis, the microchip city?
    Would U stay above and await your fate?

    Do U trust your God?

    Would U stay on top of the chip and await your fate?

    Do you have faith in God, or are you going to give into the system, when they come after you? Would you rather sell your soul to go to their fake paradise, or would you rather die? And if you ask me, death is not the end, as God has promises eternal life to those that are obedient to his word, so there is noting to fear…

    Revelation 20 And I saw the souls of those who had been beheaded because of their testimony about Jesus and because of the word of God. They had not worshiped the beast or its image and had not received its mark on their foreheads or their hands. They came to life and reigned with Christ a thousand years.

    2night U will be challenged, U best leave now
    This war will go on and on

    One, two, the evolution will be colorized
    One, two, the evolution will be colorized

    Without God there is no country
    Without God there is no metropolis
    Without God there is no oxygen, there is no food to eat
    Without God there is no chocolate microchip 4 your neck

    Somebody say it!

    One, two, the evolution will be colorized
    In other words, there’ll be a little bit of U and a little bit of me

    One, two, the evolution will be colorized
    The evolution will be colorized

    1 4 me, 2 4 U
    Preach a lie, not the truth
    U give me candy and keep the stone
    Gonna’ need it in the war

    Who are the liars; they are the media, the entertainment industry. They are all in on it, scratching each other’s backs, paying each other off for telling lies. If you are in the music industry, they give you candy, but they keep the store, even though it’s your work that they are profiting off of. (See No More Candy 4 U)

    I said, 1 4 me, 2 4 U
    U preach a lie, not the truth
    U give me candy and keep the stone
    Gonna’ eat it in the war

    Batter up, pitcher down
    What your teachers say, it ain’t sound
    Pledge allegiance 2 your flag
    U tie me 2 a truck, ‘n’ then U drag

    The teachers are brain washing the kids. Education is not education, it is indoctrination, it is mind control.  Do you see what’s been happening in schools? It’s no accident. It’s part of the system that they’ve created. They will turn the kids against their parents.

    1 4 me, 2 4 U
    U preach a lie, not a truth
    U give me candy and keep the stone
    U gonna eat it in the war

    In the end days, there will be rampant spiritual deception. The truth will be diluted, twisted, and spun. There will be many false prophets that proclaim to know the truth, they will even perform miracles that will convince you. These false teachers will misguide you, they too, will be deceived, and they will cheat you out of your soul’s salvation. Many people today think they are woke, but they barely scratched the surface to what is the truth, because there is so much garbage on the Internet. It will be challenging to discern who is for real. The only way to know is to know is to test it with the Word of God.

    Revelation 16:12-14 Then I saw three impure spirits that looked like frogs; they came out of the mouth of the dragon, out of the mouth of the beastand out of the mouth of the false prophet. They are demonic spirits that perform signs, and they go out to the kings of the whole world, to gather them for the battle on the great day of God Almighty.

    U give me AIDS, your history
    When it comes 2 mine, another name
    Many die and this is true
    Red, black, yellow, even Jew
    Claimin’ God was backin’ U
    All across, what a fool

    AIDS is not a natural disease. It was created in a lab. Just like many of the so-called epidemics, like SARS, and H1N1. The history that you’ve been told, is a lie. Remember, it is the victors that write history.  You better question what you’ve been told.

    1 4 me, 2 4 U
    U preach a lie, not the truth
    U give me candy, U keep the stone
    Gonna eat it in the war

    Shall I go on?

    So U say
    U got a cure?
    HIV
    I’m not sure

    Every seed, fruit 2 bear
    The great Babylon, I don’t care

    We know your name, it’s the beast
    All of God’s child is your feast

    GMO foods, another way to control the population. It’s killing you slowly. Who is behind all this? The beast, the devil, the archons, the negative force, whatever you want to call it. They don’t like humans, because you are a child of God.

    When the righteous one plant the seed
    No more kids with mama please

    This is talking about the many unnatural processes of creating babies. In the future, there will be what people are calling “designer babies”, which they manipulate the genes.

    Only way 2 get there is the truth, y’all
    In the war baby, come on me and U!

    Come on! One, two. Evolution will be colorized
    One, two. Evolution will be colorized
    One, two. Evolution will be colorized
    Play your organ, son

    One, two
    1 4 me, 2 4 U
    Preach a lie, not the truth
    Give me candy, U keep the stone
    What the hell is goin’ on y’all?

    There’s a mountain that’s mighty high
    Can’t reach the top unless U fly
    Ain’t about the money, it’s about the gold
    21st century, money just got sold, y’all

    You hear me?

    Money just got sold, y’all
    Check the date
    It’s has-been
    It’s all gone
    Your pocketbook is next
    It’s about the gold y’all

    The money system is broken. The money is not worth the paper it is printed on, and one day the economy will collapse. It is already overdue to happen. The gold in Fort Knox has been long gone, sold on the cheap. America’s been bankrupt for a long time. When they run out of money, they will be after your bank account. It has already happened in other countries. Look at Greece and Venezuela. Gold (and precious metal) is the only real money.

    One, two, the evolution will be colorized
    One, two, the evolution will be
    One, two, the evolution will be
    The evolution will be
    The… evolution… will… be… colorized


    The world has become a treacherous place since the time of when Prince wrote this song. There have been more signs revealed about the end times. If the Bible prophecies show itself to be right, then is the existence of the Biblical God not true? Will you be ready for the end? Have you talked to God lately and asked for guidance? If what is being said here is true, then it is time, and you need to your creator, for it is he who has the master plan.

    Updated: January 18, 2019

    Image above: “Rainbow Children” by Prince in spirit.

    ©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

  • CHRIS CORNELL – LIFE AFTER DEATH, REAL TWIN FLAME PHENOMENON

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  • TIME X SPACE, NO MATTER – NEW WORKS BY ANDREA MAI

    TIME X SPACE, NO MATTER – NEW WORKS BY ANDREA MAI

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