Artist Diary

  • PROVING TWIN SOUL CONNECTION TO MYSELF

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  • THE CHILD IN THE STONE HOUSE: A Gnostic Awakening

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  • RANDOM EVP

    While clearing out my desktop, I found this random EVP clip from 2021. It is one of those clips that I recorded with a scrambled sound sample of P’s voice running in the background. In this clip, he formed the words, “Push a button”.

    I wonder what the context of that was? Maybe he was trying out something new. It fascinates me to know that they also have technology over there too. This clip turned out so clear. It sounds like him talking on a mic inside a sound booth.

    Recorded on June 9, 2021.

  • My New Blog Home

    Hello there,

    I’m writing to you from my new blog.

    I’ve finally done it—I’ve migrated everything to a fresh WordPress install. I’ve been dreading this move for months, but it’s done.

    My old site was beautiful on the outside, but it was quietly crumbling behind the scenes. This new foundation isn’t perfect, and it doesn’t look the same… yet. But it’s solid. It’s built to last and to grow.

    And that means more writing.

    More blog posts. More exploration. More exclusive content you won’t find anywhere else.

    Right now, the blog has that “new empty apartment” feel—clean, full of potential, but waiting for life to be lived in it. We’ll get there together.

    Revisiting some of my older posts (complete with those mind blowing EVP recordings) reminds me how real all of this is. The experiences, the research, the stories—they’re not just content. They’re pieces of a much bigger puzzle I’m committed to sharing.

    But in the world we live in, some things need to be shared in a safe space. That’s why moving forward, many of my deeper dives and most personal stories will be for paid subscribers only. As a subscriber, you won’t just get access—you’ll become part of a dedicated community of like-minded individuals exploring the unexplained together.

    I also want to hear more from you. What topics are you curious about? What questions would you like me to explore? Your voice will help shape what comes next.

    In the meantime, I’ve just posted a new essay you can dive into right now: Why I Don’t Believe in Reincarnation. It’s a deep dive into a fundamental question, and it’s available for all subscribers as we settle into this new space.

    Thank you for being here at the beginning of this new chapter.

    P.S. If you are a current paid subscriber, I will be reaching out to you personally shortly about transitioning your subscription to the new site. Thank you for your support!

  • A New Beginning…

    Hi, it’s me, Andrea Mai. I’ve been blogging for over ten years, longer actually. I had a crafting blog when the word blogger became a thing. And now I’ve just revamped Artist Diary. It started as a blog to document my journey as a legally blind photographer. But things took an interesting turn when I began experiencing paranormal phenomena. Afterlife communication, to be exact. With a celebrity…

    So I’ve documented my encounters for almost ten years now. 2026 will be the tenth anniversary. And I’ve made a decision to continue writing and documenting more seriously.

    What you can expect to find here… personal entries about my ongoing experiences… analysis of EVP recordings and other evidence… thoughts on art, disability… and seeing the unseen, a decade-long documentary project unfolding in real time… and whatever else crosses my mind.

    If any of this resonates with you, I invite you to follow the journey by subscribing, or browse the archives. The story starts here.

  • WHY I DON’T BELIEVE IN REINCARNATION

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  • WHAT KIND OF PSYCHIC ARE YOU?

    Have you ever met someone with astonishing intuitive or psychic abilities and wondered, “Why can’t I experience that?”

    It’s a question many of us ask—especially when well-meaning psychic teachers say, “Anyone can learn this.”

    And to some extent, that’s true. But what if the real question isn’t whether you can develop these gifts, but how—and more importantly, in what way is truly meant for you?

    Here’s what I discovered: Not all intuitive paths are created equal.

    Your psychic potential isn’t a blank slate. It’s wired into your energetic blueprint. Trying to force an ability that isn’t aligned with your design isn’t just frustrating—it can drain your life force and lead you down paths you were never meant to walk.

    This is where Human Design changes everything.

    Human Design reveals your unique energetic architecture—showing you exactly where your natural intuitive strengths lie, and where your system is designed to be more selective, even protected. It doesn’t tell you what you can’t do. It shows you what you’re designed to do best, and how to develop those gifts without burning out or opening doors that aren’t yours.

    My Own Breakthrough
    For years, I wondered why some people could see spirits or receive vivid visions, while my own intuitive hits came as quiet, sudden knowings—a soft inner voice, not a movie screen.

    Then I understood: my design has a specialized filtration system. It allows certain insights—clear, pattern-based, survival-oriented intuition—while filtering out others. That’s not a limitation. It’s a protection. And it became my superpower.

    If you’re ready to explore your intuitive design—to stop comparing and start cultivating the gifts that are authentically yours—I’ve created something to help.

    The guide includes the full version of this article and a detailed AI prompt to analyze your Human Design chart. Your unique blueprint is waiting.

  • GNOSTICISM: THE ORIGINAL SIMULATION THEORY & HOW IT MIGHT EXPLAIN TWIN SOULS

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  • THIS SECRET TO MAKING THIS YEAR YOUR MOST ACCOMPLISHED YET

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  • NEW PROJECT RELEASE: KNOW THYSELF

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